i'm the best loner there is

by mrs. hopewell

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ennui, loathing, replenishing, rebirth, cutting ties--a personal renaissance.

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released August 1, 2017

all songs written and recorded by Christopher Nicastro

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Track Name: dozen
I've been looking for some lyrics that are public domain
And I've been tryna find the guy who took out Kurt Cobain
And I've been looking for love in my ex gf's place
And I've been looking for love in my dead granddad's face

And I tried to read Ulysses about a dozen times
And I tried to watch the movie half a dozen times
And
I tried to kill myself six or seven times
And
I think I'll try again like three or four more times

Caroline! I thought you killed me
In Carolina, I thought you loved me

And Caroline, I thought you killed me
In Carolina I thought you loved me.
Track Name: replacement
You don't have to be my friend if you don't want to
You don't
You don't have to talk to me I've got my records and anyway:

I've got this basement
This cell phone
This gun
I've got this

And I can't wait til you shut up

And I can't wait to find some new friends
Replace the old ones
Replace the new

What’s another replacement, friend?
Here's two drinks to starting over again.

I guess I don't have to keep you around if you don't want to
You don't
You don't have to talk to me I've got my records and anyway:

I've got this basement
This cell phone
This gun
I've got this.

And I will rot here
And you will laugh.

What’s another replacement, friend?
Here's two drinks to starting over again.
Track Name: in me
If I could write another record it would all be for you
I'd quit the cigarettes
The worthless sex
I'd stop all the booze

But I don't think i got that in me

I got a paper cup
A roll of film
A hole in my shoe
I got a copy of an older book I wanna give to you

But I don't think I got that in me

And if I ever get the guts to try to do this again
I think I'd rather fucking rot than try to do this again

I don't think I got this in me.
Track Name: don't need
I'm sick and tired of being sick of myself
I think it's time that I took all of these books off the shelf
I think I'm done living on Jasons couch
I think it's time I tried being in charge of myself
Get in a car and move to Washington state
Maybe watch what I hate
And try to convince myself that

I don't need you

I'm sick and tired of watching movies alone
Herzog's depressing enough anyway
I'm done with all the girls
And all the bars
How they come up to me at midnight and say

"What’s that say on the back of your van?"
I say "it's Mrs. Hopewell, it's the name of my band"
They say "aren't you a boy?"
I say "it's from a book"
It's my clever cover up when I'm on the hook
Track Name: u do (bonus track)
i'll wait around for you
think i got bad for the things that u do
but will you wait around for me
some fuckin loser in a pinstripe tee

i'll wait around for you
know i got it bad for things that u do
please wait around for me
let's drop anchor in the nearest sea